trust.

for one thing in my life, i know that i have a issue with TRUSTING. as a child, and even growing up...i was always the one to believe someone and trust anything, or anybody that would come across my path because I was not raised to show Hatred, or false-hoods. In my adolescence I experienced the most gut wrenching thing that someone could ever go thru and that's finding out a lie from a person that i trusted with EVERYTHING in it's entirety...and it was in my face the whole time(no need for details_). All in all i can honestly say, that experience has murdered me in so many ways. Till this day its still difficult for me to trust people that are in my life, and the ones that are outside of my life without thinking im being lied to. It's a little weird, yes I know to go around and think everyone is telling a lie, but the matter of fact is that when you get hurt all u see is hurt and nothing else. The devil has really been trying to bring my mind back into that state where it use to be giving me dreams, and putting stories in my head trying to make me back track and cross out those that have came so far in my life. With that being sed, i was in church today and it came to me....It's obvious that if God saw them to not be good for me than he would dissolve of them just like he did back when that experience happened to me. So the ones here today i should trust because he wanted to exemplify what a BAD friend would consist of, so that I won't be nieve going into the next friendship. So i go forth today with putting all that behind me and starting fresh with a clear mind. Start believing people because if GOD sees you believing and he sees that you are at good, that is the ultimate judgment, because if they weren't for me they wouldn't BE OF ME . so there you have it...im not perfect but i know that if i believe in god, trust in him, and have faith that god will protect me and separate the good ones, from the bad ones.... then its ALREADY DONE. THANK YOU JESUS.

"TRUST IN HIM IN EVERYTHING YOU DO, AND ALL THESE THINGS SHALL BE ADDED UNTO YOU " - Byron Cage - Never Too Busy.mp3