dreamin

random though;[ i think ima start writing songs]..why not.i make HITS!!! ITS MUSIC BUISNESS ANYWAY AND THAT IS WHAT I PLAN 2 DO FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE! Oh and let me talk about the blessing god has placed in my life a month ago...i was at my job and it was this white dude at the counter talkin about lil wayne to my asst manager..so u know (no offense white ppl lol..i dont discriminate) wit him bein white i was like wtf does this lame ass nigga know about lil wayne..so I went up to him and i asked "...who are u, what do u do?" ...he replied.." im the Urban Marketing A&R for Interscope Records[Sam Shulman]. My mouth dropped... instantly...my whole life flashd b4 my eyes like wtf i needta get at this nigga! any emotion u can think of i was thinking about.. until I opened my mouth 2 say..." ive been waitin to meet u all my life, ur a dream come tru " and we both started laughn...i startd telln him i was lookin for an internship and that I could never find one..so he started telln me how they really needed interns right now... that he liked me and my ambition, and gave me his card and told me to fax him my resume and email him to let him know I did it. WOW. this is a huge opportunity. im neva gon be a regular intern EVERYBODY IS GONNA KNOW ME. i'll start chattn it up wit marketing directors, and then the marketing directors lead to the A&R's, then the A&R's lead to the VP's and so on and so forth....so there u hav it. it has been done before. LOOK AT DIDDY. these are my dreams my aspiration and my goals something that Ive awaited for my whole life. and here it is starring me dead in my face. these dreams have been tru to me since i kould never listen to parental advisory music(so u KNOW thats a long time ago). AND I WILL MAKE IT . NEVA STOP , ima get there and if u REAL "...all board!"....lol but oh no don't come around and try and GAS ME UP...i like runnin on E!

soooooo THIS IS A STORY I MOST DEFINATELY BELIEVE.....out of all the stories thus far(and no real actual one from rihanna, or chris) i actually believe this is REALLY WHAT WENT DOWN!

February 10, 2009. A friend of Chris Brown reached out to MediaTakeOut.com, offering us this explanation of what happened on Saturday night:

According to unverified sources, Rihanna and Chris Brown broke up two weeks ago. Rihanna didn't want to break up with Chris, but he was reportedly done with her. Management forced him to act "lovey" for the Clive Davis' pre-Grammy party. He didn't want to. Rihanna's publicist, in confidence, asked him to the same. He agreed. They attended the Clive Davis party together. Management allegedly asked for Chris to drive with Rihanna in his car after the event was over for paparazzi pictures.

According to my sources, Rihanna started acting like they were in a relationship still, not realizing that it was indeed completely over. Chris told her he wasn't really with her, it was for publicity and that she needed to get it through her head that it was over.

[Rihanna is] outrageously jealous and insecure. So [Chris] would get into arguments and fights with her. He never hit her once but she'd [allegedly] smack him, bite him and scratch him and once he even got hit in the balls kinda' hard. So [she] got into the habit of hitting him because to her it was fine since he never hit her back.

[On Saturday night, Chris] finally told her to shut the f*ck up and it's over. So she socked the shit out of him while he was driving and kept on hitting him until he crashed into a parked car.

[Chris] then got out of the car and tried to pull her out and got hit in the face some more numerous times. Scratched up and everything.

Simply because he was done with all of the drama. Anyway when she smacked him this last time he smacked her back. So he [left Rihanna there alone].

Hurt from banging her face on the windshield/dashboard from the car accident [somebody] then called the cops and [Rihanna] told them that [Chris] whipped her ass.

[Later the next day, Chris] wanted to go get his things from her apt to go to a hotel and saw a million cop cars there.

So he left and when he sent us to retrieve his stuff, this girl didn't want to let us get his 6 bags of stuff. She said tell him to come get it himself … Tell him to answer his phone and that I'm sorry we can work this out. To which I said, hell no my friend isn't coming anywhere near here. It's too late for all of that. He just wants his luggage and you guys need never to see each other anymore….

Sh*t happens was definitely in effect and it's crazy how everyone can jump on a woman's side and not know what happened. Hind sight is 20/20 and I told [him that] he should've gotten out of the car and called the cops on her a*s when it was just him with scratches and shit.

This seems like a very interesting story. Of course we have absolutely no way to know whether it’s true or just damage control.

It does get a little tricky however. You’ll recall that initially both Rihanna and Chris’ people were claiming that Rihanna was injured in a “traffic accident.” Also, according to TMZ, their Lamborghini was towed from the scene of the alleged assault in Hancock Park to a nearby police impound lot. Could the car have been damaged???

Developing….

THIS IS WHAT T.I. HAS TO SAY ( THA REALEST ) :

wow....

WOW....wtf is goin on with this shit????? " CHRIS BROWN ARRESTED WITH FELONY CHARGES BATTERY, FOR HITTING A UNIDENTIFIED WOMAN " wait...then RIHANNA DOESN'T SHOW UP FOR GRAMMYS AND THEY SAY SHES IN A ACCIDENT knowin good damn well that is a LIE, and they really got into it..if u see tha pics up top, if u read between tha lines u will see that they are both looking like something is wrong between the two of them...it jus look like rihanna is pissin chris off and he wanna jus slap tha shit outta her LM AO, That last photo is actually a photo of them @ Clive's 2008 Pre-Grammy Party...what is really going on in the world. It's a shame 2 because both artist are very very talented, also happens to be apart of my peer group, and careers are both starting to take flight at full capacity. DAMN! they gotta come out with a video stating their claim ASAP..its not even going down like this i know that for a fact...we gon see tho.......BE EAZY

trust.

for one thing in my life, i know that i have a issue with TRUSTING. as a child, and even growing up...i was always the one to believe someone and trust anything, or anybody that would come across my path because I was not raised to show Hatred, or false-hoods. In my adolescence I experienced the most gut wrenching thing that someone could ever go thru and that's finding out a lie from a person that i trusted with EVERYTHING in it's entirety...and it was in my face the whole time(no need for details_). All in all i can honestly say, that experience has murdered me in so many ways. Till this day its still difficult for me to trust people that are in my life, and the ones that are outside of my life without thinking im being lied to. It's a little weird, yes I know to go around and think everyone is telling a lie, but the matter of fact is that when you get hurt all u see is hurt and nothing else. The devil has really been trying to bring my mind back into that state where it use to be giving me dreams, and putting stories in my head trying to make me back track and cross out those that have came so far in my life. With that being sed, i was in church today and it came to me....It's obvious that if God saw them to not be good for me than he would dissolve of them just like he did back when that experience happened to me. So the ones here today i should trust because he wanted to exemplify what a BAD friend would consist of, so that I won't be nieve going into the next friendship. So i go forth today with putting all that behind me and starting fresh with a clear mind. Start believing people because if GOD sees you believing and he sees that you are at good, that is the ultimate judgment, because if they weren't for me they wouldn't BE OF ME . so there you have it...im not perfect but i know that if i believe in god, trust in him, and have faith that god will protect me and separate the good ones, from the bad ones.... then its ALREADY DONE. THANK YOU JESUS.

"TRUST IN HIM IN EVERYTHING YOU DO, AND ALL THESE THINGS SHALL BE ADDED UNTO YOU " - Byron Cage - Never Too Busy.mp3